i still can't fully wrap my hands around how FRUSTRATING people can be sometimes. the worst part is when they're supposed to be your closest friends and instead, you find yourself agonizing over their actions and wondering why you're friends with them in the first place. honestly, i'm getting over the fear of confrontation, but what i've learned from experience is that they still have issues with it. they either get all defensive and don't listen, or they get on the offensive themselves without stopping to think about what you've said or what they're saying. and that truly is tragic, because i know i've been trying hard to make things work, without any help from their side. i am tired of being taken advantage of and fed up with all the hypocrisy. you hear that? everyone's a hypocrite (myself included, at times), but i seem to be the only one who realizes it. get your fucking faces out of your own asses and think for a moment: the world does not revolve around you. and if you took a moment to see for yourself, you wouldn't be losing the person who cares about you the most. am i really the only person who gives a fuck?!

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